OMG High School

Hakusenkan Academy ~Special A! :3

Hey guys! Recently, I have been getting more randomly excited than usual. And it's not because of the
random flashbacks I get to the kdramas I watch or the mangas I read.
It's because of HIGH SCHOOOLLL!!
There is sooo much media on high school, yet I don't know what to expect.
Being a very shy person (well actually I'm like a banana. The peel is very sour and ugh, but once you actually peel it open, it's very sweet and yummy), I don't really know how to start off high school. I definitely do not want to be slow in making friends like I was in 6th grade (when I entered intermediate school). I wanna be able to open up to others early on.
I want to be FREE!!!
Also my sister mentioned something about how the lockers are up for grabs. Or at least that is how it was at Brooklyn Technical High School (11 years ago *cough* *cough*)  O.O I don't like the sound of that.
Despite my self-awareness about my taciturn nature, I still have fantasies about my awesomeness.

For example:
1. I will be the president of the Student Council and DOMINATE THE ENTIRE SCHOOL!! MWAHAHAHA!!! (like in Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama ohohohohoho~!)
          A. To be president, I hear you have to be very talkative in order to gain votes. You need to be able to talk to the teachers as well as students. (Pshhttt forget teachers, it takes me so long to break out of my comfort zone and talk to other students!)
2. I will be the best at EVERYTHING! People will come up to me and ask for help in all areas, and due to my vast knowledge, skills, and generous nature I will help them.
          B. Everything? Hmph ok I can try to be the best at classwork. Even if I am not the best when I enter, I know I will try everything in my ability to reach the top. However, I am not athletic at all. I really suck at sports. I have no coordination at all. And what do I do about it? Nothing. I sit on my lazy bum all day on the computer, laptop, on my phone, and mayyybee practice. Also, I am having doubts on my violin skills. I will have an audition for violin to join orchestra, and I keep thinking about how I will be put into 3rd violin, or kicked out altogether. You know why? Because I haven't practiced Western music in 3 years. When I finally practiced today, I sucked so bad, I lost a lot of faith in my self. (A lot, but not all! If I practice everyday, I think I will be able to brush up a little bit! The visual novel "a2 a due" gave me hope :3 )
And did I say generous? Me? Generous? HA HA! At least I am more generous than cookieluvah here. *cough* *cough*
3. I will be sooo awesome at French that I will skip maybe a year or two or French and have at least French honors by senior year.
          C. HAH! SKIP A FEW YEARS?! After one year of French in 8th grade, I was put back to French I at my high school because even though I wrote well, I spoke terribly! And now I fantasize about skipping a few years!
4. I will open a Japanese club. And somehow I will acquire so much money (from the student council hehe) that club members will be able to go to Japan.
          D. Mmmhmm now I want to be President of the student council AND President of my so called Japanese club. HAH! What club? What if no one joins? My dream will be crushed. :'(

So yea, these are a few of my fantasies, along with my self doubts. This post is kinda long...
But anywayz, even with my self-doubts, I WILL STAY STRONG! FIGHTING! I will work to the end till my fantasies come true! After all, isn't that what high school is all about? :D